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25 May 2009 @ 04:15 pm
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So because I'm not your typical small Asian girl I can never wear cute stuff or be stylish. Because I don't wear size XS or whatever shit I can't have the luxury of wanting cute stuff.

Thank you Mom. But really, wasn't it you who made me the big, hulking, tall girl with more muscles than the average guy? So you're just being a hypocrite aren't you.

So what. I wear size small and mediums. Oh wait, I'm ugly so I can't wear cute things for that either right. I'll forever wear plain, simple things that make me look 'mature'.

Fuck, I'll probably be that ugly, old lady who was always the bridesmaid but never the bride.

Thank you Mom, for being so encouraging.

Thank you world, for being so unfair as always.



I haven't cried in a good month now. Haha, it's good to let it out once in a while.
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Seven for a secret that can never be told
08 April 2009 @ 09:13 pm
Drive-by update  
Classes are over -> very good

Finals are coming up -> DDDD= x 1000000000

So freedom isn't in my reach yet sob. Though oh sweet internet I now have you whenever I want. Except. I should study. And not surf the net for pointless things.

Anywaaaaays, looks like I'm doomed to another period of MIA -.-"

*sigh* This sucks.
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Seven for a secret that can never be told
16 March 2009 @ 02:29 pm
Blargh  
Ugh so tired... I really need to stop sleeping late on Sunday nights; translation: stop procrastinating on math homework cuz it only takes an hour to read the homework and maybe two hours to do the homework if it's hard. Asdfjkl;also I've gotten a habit of dropping words in the middle of my sentences. Crap.

Since I have only one more midterm to go next week, I can finally try to get ahead on things? I don't know... I'll try, though I have a feeling that I'll fail on this.

Rp is suddenly growing very faint and uninteresting in my mind. Should write more as well. I would write something for Soul Eater but I have no idea how hard I fail at it so I don't really want to. I already missed the deadline for the Bleach fic I had in mind too. *sigh*

Oh and wow, it's an actual entry guys. Without a meme. Yet.



Oh well, I guess you can't cure the meme sheep =/
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Seven for a secret that can never be told
26 February 2009 @ 11:44 pm
You're just asking to be mocked  
I'M ALIVE. Sort of >.> I at least got the first set of midterms done. Just finished chem midterm and... fff, I don't know. I messed up on the last question for sure, and it wasn't even because I didn't know it. It was because YES, I didn't want to use the quadratic formula. Wtf self. God, I hate myself a lot sometimes.

Well anyways, it's been a while since I've been serious about Naruto (I'm still not really that into it) but I just needed to let this out.

( Naruto 437 )
Also, Bleach 347:

( Bleach 347 )

Annnnd finally, why am I listening to so many vocaloid songs? What? And to think I used to think these were silly just a year ago >.> Oh hypocrisy is a funny thing.
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Seven for a secret that can never be told
22 February 2009 @ 02:02 pm
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Busy busy busy busy BUSY. But still have time to somehow discover the magic (?) of vocaloids? FAIL.

Gah, I managed to somehow clear most of the work that I had piled up so that:

- Math
- Bio
- Chem lab report
- Chem lab prep
- Chem midterm studying
- Physics lab prep

So I haven't been on LJ in... two days? I know I missed a lot of stuff and I just glanced through stuff briefly without really reading. I'm sorry if I missed anything important because it's not that I don't care; I just... I don't know. I don't think I could give you anything other than a hug >< I hate not having time.

*sigh* Stop procrastinating. Stop stop stop.
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Seven for a secret that can never be told
16 February 2009 @ 11:34 am
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Let's start with a meme:

Comment to this post and I will give you 5 subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given.

( 5 things I remind people of )

SO FINALLY ON TO THE REAL POST.

It's finally Monday, which means I gotta start on my homework now. Bawww D=
Woke up too late to go exercising. Though maybe I'll go in the afternoon later. Maybe.
Also finished [info]cataclysmatic's fic yesterday since I knew I wouldn't have time to do it this week XD It ended up being longer than I thought it would be... Need to read it over and see if it's a failure/fix it up/flail over it before posting.
And.... HTML is acting up too. Weird...
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Seven for a secret that can never be told
13 February 2009 @ 02:08 pm
An actual update? *gasp*  
*sigh* Finally done math midterm. I probably did crappy on it because I know I got at least 2 questions wrong already and I'm sure I made stupid mistakes here and there; and the questions were the ones worth the most marks T.T WHYYYYYYYYY SOB. I also did pretty crappy on the physics midterm but that was to be expected -.-" This is why I hate midterms before breaks: now I'm too depressed to actually celebrate.

Well... at least I now have more time to:
1. SLEEP. OMG SLEEP ILU ♥
2. Go shopping~
3. Exercise. Need to shed that extra fat
4. Get a haircut
5. Write more
6. RP more (LENALEE I MISSED YOU. OH AND I'M SORRY FOR LEAVING YOU DYING CIEL~~~)
7. ... Study *sigh*

Also, LOL Bleach 345.

( Bleach ramblings )
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Seven for a secret that can never be told
07 November 2008 @ 06:36 pm
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OKAY. Finally finished the last of my midterms. I probably failed the math one cuz ASDFGJKL;DON'T KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING.

BUT whatever. I'm going to sleep early and go shopping tomorrow to try to erase all the bad memories of staying up til 3 AM in the morning -.-

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Seven for a secret that can never be told
31 October 2008 @ 07:20 pm
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Happy Halloween everyone!!!~~

So, feeling a little better I guess. Chem lab went better than expected; I guess intense prepping really does help. Not thinking about getting chem midterm back. Nope, not at all. Also avoiding thinking about having two midterms next week.

Am very sleepy. Will probably sleep early tonight XP

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Seven for a secret that can never be told
23 October 2008 @ 07:12 pm
*headdesk*  

Well I just finished my last midterm and probably did horrible on it. Like my other ones. Actually, I only did relatively okay on the Math and French midterm oh the irony of doing well in the Arts courses

In other news, I still need to finish some crappy Physics assignment, read a French novel, research for a Biology project, and am ready to die.

Yay. Go me.

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Seven for a secret that can never be told
10 October 2008 @ 03:24 pm
YAY BREAK TIEM  
YES 4/5 MIDTERMS DONE =D Just one more to study for and I have about a week or so to do it~~~ YAY. And I never cared for turkey but OMGILUTHANKSGIVING. YOU GIVE ME A LONG WEEKEND~~~

Which means its time to get down to some serious shopping. I shall once more be in style XD

Also DGM you are starting to get so gooood~ But why is that eyesore back again Hoshino D= I hate looking at that thing ><
Bleach, you are once again starting to be awesome. Still not that uber excited yet though... All the spam and complaint about Hitsu being paired with Halibel/'omg I'm never going to read Bleach again if someone doesn't die' probably killed it

And uh... stupid computer is full of spyware and adware. Need to fix soon -.-"

But MEME FIRST XD

1. Comment on this post and ask for a letter. (Well, you don't HAVE to do it if you comment. Only if you want to. 8D)
2. I will give you one.
3. Think of 5 fictional characters whose names begin with that letter. Post their names and your comments on these characters in your LJ.

( All the M's )
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Seven for a secret that can never be told
03 October 2008 @ 10:16 pm
*sigh*  

I am...

so incredibly tired.

I survived:

-Physics problem set
-French midterm
-Math midterm
-Math lab
-Chem lab

But I still need to:

-read Biology for midterm next week
-read Physics for midterm next week
-Do some stupid French composition I'm a retard for taking this course


In other news, I'm feeling a bit out of touch with fandoms. Probably because I've been too busy to get involved or anything. You may notice the disappearance of almost everything indicating a fandom.
Also, ASDFGJKL; I want a new layout but I can't find one that I like D= Nevermind, found one. Just need to tweak the header XP
Now I just need to find a good mootheme >.>

Also, I think finding this video amusing just proves how dead my brain is:

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Seven for a secret that can never be told
24 September 2008 @ 06:06 pm
Death wish  
Things to do for next Friday:

-Math Midterm
-French Midterm
-Physics problem set
-Chemistry Lab
-Math Lab

-Catch up on Chemistry problems sets
-Actually do the Math problems

-Catch up on tags


.... *dies*
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Seven for a secret that can never be told
19 September 2008 @ 07:47 pm
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I'm feeling pretty good today, actually. And not just because it's Friday.

Finished the physics problem set and got them all right (mostly with the help of my friends XP). Wrote up some French bs and passed it off as a finished composition. We'll see how good the bs was when I get it back.
The chem lab that I was stressing out about was actually okay. I met some new ppl and I liked it way better than physics lab. The TA was cool too XD
Pushed back math lab to optional due date because I can't do four things at once (but apparently I can do three).

The only thing that went wrong was my right earphone going dead for some reason. But that's okay because I was planning to get new ones anyway.

So yes. Feeling okay today.

Also, from [info]calm_isolation:

( It's meme time everybody!! )
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Seven for a secret that can never be told
15 September 2008 @ 08:56 pm
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LULZ the weight of the physics lab is finally off my back which is approximately F=mg off my back *is shot*

I still have like 4 different things due on Friday but... I'll manage.

Did I mention that Azula is suddenly stuck in my head now? Wtf? The season finale was like 2 months ago -.-"

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Seven for a secret that can never be told
04 September 2008 @ 07:22 pm
And then...  

Well now I've officially been to all my classes. Even though I've been to only one class so far (except for French), I think I can kind of form opinions about them or maybe even predict what might happen -.-

( Ramblings about boring things like classes and such... )

So overall... it looks tiring. It's just tiring enough sitting on the bus 3 hours a day. *sigh* I hope I survive...
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Seven for a secret that can never be told
02 September 2008 @ 06:03 pm
The beginning of...  
So. Just came back from orientation day. Dead tired from a total of two hours of commute. Also tired since I was stressing out in the morning cuz I was LATE for orientation -.-" Though not really because it wasn't like they left without me >.>

Anyways, I'm still nervous for class. MUG leader told our group that first year was the hardest for her. My friend's MUG leader said that first year was a breeze for him. I'm getting a sinking feeling that maybe I overloaded myself (I mean come on, it's filled with all science subjects and math. Blah. Oh except french. Not that I'm really looking forward to that either.)

That means: I am still not over my anxiety of university. I guess only tomorrow will tell.

It still feels so surreal...
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Seven for a secret that can never be told
23 August 2008 @ 08:27 pm
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- could no longer deny the existence of university so went with a friend to get student pass
- was horrified by having to show that ugly picture to every place I go in university because it was frickin' stuck to my student pass -.-
- was not as horrified by the ridiculous prices of textbooks but was still generally horrified
- happened to stumble across and stare at the cosplayers from Anime Evolution at university and... was generally freaked out -.-"
- went to eat authentic ramen at yet another Japanese restaurant
- ate gelato (yummy dark chocolate and strawberry~)
- went window shopping for boots
- went back home and became unproductive again, as in:
  - watched up to episode 11 of Samurai Champloo
  - finished watching Ergo Proxy
  - started watching some Bleach fillers
  - started watching some random anime but was not interested in most
  - watched the first episode of Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, found it promising but did not feel like continuing
  - watched the first part of 5cm per Second but could not find the rest of it

So yes, I've been more unproductive than productive today. Yay.
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Seven for a secret that can never be told
25 June 2008 @ 12:25 pm
Free?  
I'm finally done all my exams =D

But I don't think I did very well on them. In fact, I think I did pretty crappy. I don't even know what happened with my Biology one and don't want to remember what I wrote for my French one >.> *sigh* I'll just avoid the thought of it showing up on my report card and avoid checking up on it like a plague. Cuz you know... no one likes exams.

On the bright side, MOAR FREE TIME! MOAR COMPUTER TIME! MOAR SLEEPY TIME! MOAR DOWNTOWN TIME!

YESSSS~ =3
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Seven for a secret that can never be told
04 June 2008 @ 09:46 pm
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Sometimes, I think teachers sit there and say:

"LOL lets all give this student a test on the same day!"

"LOL OKAIZ!!1!1!"

.....

Why do you do this to me? D=



My personality type: the reliable realist

Stolen from [info]kellenanne
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