So because I'm not your typical small Asian girl I can never wear cute stuff or be stylish. Because I don't wear size XS or whatever shit I can't have the luxury of wanting cute stuff.

Thank you Mom. But really, wasn't it you who made me the big, hulking, tall girl with more muscles than the average guy? So you're just being a hypocrite aren't you.

So what. I wear size small and mediums. Oh wait, I'm ugly so I can't wear cute things for that either right. I'll forever wear plain, simple things that make me look 'mature'.

Fuck, I'll probably be that ugly, old lady who was always the bridesmaid but never the bride.

Thank you Mom, for being so encouraging.

Thank you world, for being so unfair as always.



I haven't cried in a good month now. Haha, it's good to let it out once in a while.

I woke up at 6 AM to stare at some bug under a microscope.

...Seriously? I don't know what to say about this *headdesk*

In other news, I write crappy fics and can not rp. Don't worry, am crying moar.