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25 May 2009 @ 04:15 pm
 
So because I'm not your typical small Asian girl I can never wear cute stuff or be stylish. Because I don't wear size XS or whatever shit I can't have the luxury of wanting cute stuff.

Thank you Mom. But really, wasn't it you who made me the big, hulking, tall girl with more muscles than the average guy? So you're just being a hypocrite aren't you.

So what. I wear size small and mediums. Oh wait, I'm ugly so I can't wear cute things for that either right. I'll forever wear plain, simple things that make me look 'mature'.

Fuck, I'll probably be that ugly, old lady who was always the bridesmaid but never the bride.

Thank you Mom, for being so encouraging.

Thank you world, for being so unfair as always.



I haven't cried in a good month now. Haha, it's good to let it out once in a while.
 
 
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( → the world you thought you lived in. ): geass → the desperate kingdom of love[info]peekaydee on May 25th, 2009 11:26 pm (UTC)
sdghjfghfgfhgf.

/hugs

i think you're pretty. by the way you let your emotions go like this. a-and you should be able to wear whatever you want. sorry that your mom acts this way.
Seven for a secret that can never be told: City lights through my umbrella[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 01:01 am (UTC)
*HUG* Thank you for your unconditional reassurance ♥
Lady Bitch is naked now ಇ: Pandora ♥s:: If I was green I would die[info]danyellalot on May 26th, 2009 12:04 am (UTC)
*hugs*

I've never seen you, but I'm sure you're pretty! It doesn't matter what body type you have, anyone can look good in clothes. Don't listen to your mom. Wear cute things if you want to.
Seven for a secret that can never be told: Real ladies use fans[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 01:01 am (UTC)
*HUG* Thank you.
A Red Writing Instrument: Stock - Umbrellas[info]scarlet_pencil on May 26th, 2009 12:31 am (UTC)
*gives you a huge hug* Don't listen to your mom. Last I checked, cute stuff is not limited to size extra small. That just stupid.
Seven for a secret that can never be told: Don't let me hear it[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 01:02 am (UTC)
*HUG HUG* Thank you ♥
[info]supfgts on May 26th, 2009 12:46 am (UTC)
Pfft, baby, size stuff isn't limited to extra small you know? I'm sure you look absolutely fabulous and who says plain is bad? Plain can be good as far as I'm concerned. And dude, seriously, not a lot of people are XS so don't feel bad :c

You're beautiful the way you are ♥
Seven for a secret that can never be told: a thousand freedoms[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 01:03 am (UTC)
Thank you dearie ♥

I know... but sometimes it gets frustrating because my body type just isn't cut out for that >.>
[info]supfgts on May 26th, 2009 01:09 am (UTC)
Ffft, are you kidding me?

You. Me. Shopping sometime 80?

/snugs

I WILL PROVE TO YOU IT DOESN'T MATTER OKAY?
Seven for a secret that can never be told: It's the sunny smile you love[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 01:17 am (UTC)
LOL XD

Yes yes definitely! I would have agreed no matter what anyways *HUG*
[info]supfgts on May 26th, 2009 01:18 am (UTC)
c;


*Hugs*!!
Collections / Licia: Creating my fortified defense[info]foldingcrane on May 26th, 2009 12:56 am (UTC)
D:

*hugs*
Seven for a secret that can never be told: I'm not scared[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 01:03 am (UTC)
*CLING* ♥
× моє-тαп: Hetalia ● GAY France[info]modern_prufrock on May 26th, 2009 12:57 am (UTC)
Aww. 8( /HUGS

I wanna wear cute things, too, but I'm, like, 4'9" and I can't wear cute stuff either. Skirts and dresses all make me look like I'm about 3' even and I can't really wear layers because then I really do look like a damn midget. Or I either can't hold it up cause my boobies are small. Or I have no ass to fill out a pair of jeans. OR I WANT COMFORTABLE FLARES, BUT I LOOK LIKE PEDOPHILE BAIT IN THEM.

Anyway lmfao. I bet you're no were near as ugly as you think you are, so don't ever let that cross your mind, hun. ♥
Seven for a secret that can never be told: Love pecks[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 01:05 am (UTC)
*HUG*

Haha, thank you ♥ And I'm sure you don't nearly look as bad as you think. And what are you talking about? Small girls look SO cute in skirts; I wish I was a little smaller for that XD
× моє-тαп: gundam 00 ● neil nosebleeds[info]modern_prufrock on May 26th, 2009 01:46 am (UTC)
8( Either I can't find my size or more often than not the skirts are ALWAYS made for like... IDFK JOLLY GREEN GIANT girls, so they're waaaay long and when I put them on... THEY'RE BASICALLY A DAMN DRESS.
Seven for a secret that can never be told: He's actually thinking about soba[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 01:53 am (UTC)
E-eh? But... fff that's like the complete opposite of me; skirts end up being quite short when I put them on >.>

Don't worry, short skirts are totally out there =| You'll find it one day! Experiment and try different places? Usually those boutique places have smaller sizes. Maybe.
× моє-тαп: bismarck ● crawling[info]modern_prufrock on May 26th, 2009 02:24 am (UTC)
8( Yeah, the boutiques usually have decent ones. But really the only place I can find freaking jeans is in the mall and all those little boutiques are, like, WANNA PAY $50 FOR OUR SKIRTS/SHORTS/JEANS? 8DDD

And I'm like, NO >:l
Seven for a secret that can never be told: Oh la la~[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 03:27 am (UTC)
Fffff yeah no. Don't spend $50 on shorts/skirts =| Though $50 for jeans is not bad at all I only ever spent like... $7 on a skirt, and that was during Boxing Day sale. And what a wonderful sale it was... *sigh*
× моє-тαп: inside joke ● i'd shit my pants[info]modern_prufrock on May 26th, 2009 03:41 am (UTC)
Oh God, $7 would be amazing.

Fucking amazing.
Seven for a secret that can never be told: It's the sunny smile you love[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 03:47 am (UTC)
Oh it was. Especially when you see the price tag with the original price written as '$98 US' =D

Appropriate icon is appropriate.
ಠ_ಠ quit being a wuss asshat☂: ►Ulquiorra//☺[info]jrocking_fool on May 26th, 2009 01:14 am (UTC)
ohohoooo

You're pretty, don't worry. /pats
I'm sure you're prettier than I am |D
WELLL I WEAR SHIRTS WITH CRUDE COMMENTS 8D
and iversizedtshirts but w/e

I bet you that your clothes are superfantabulous. Screw your mum. No I don't mean to be offense I'm just weird D:
/rambles
Seven for a secret that can never be told: My world is pink[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 01:18 am (UTC)
Haha, no I understand: thank you =)

I'm very sure you are pretty~ ♥
There's no such thing as hopeless if you believe.: DN Angel - Daisuke/Dark - Glomp![info]mongoosehwrs on May 26th, 2009 01:38 am (UTC)
Like [info]supfgts said, sometimes plain can be awesome. :D

Don't let stuff like that get you down, bb. ♥
Seven for a secret that can never be told: Bursting with hearts[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 01:51 am (UTC)
Thank you ^^ ♥
Ren[info]maliceminded on May 26th, 2009 02:29 am (UTC)
/HUGS
ffft, forget tiny asian girls! there's a million of'em--better to be you then looking like everybody else, right?!

besides, looking good has much less to do with being an XS than with knowing how to dress to your body type. i know some pretty, um, big girls at school, but they're stylish because they know what sort of clothes to get for their frames and they're really very pretty. if you want to, i'm sure you can change your appearance, and if not, like i said--you might be frustrated with plain, simple and "mature", but at least you aren't generic. *___*
Seven for a secret that can never be told: Love pecks[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 03:28 am (UTC)
Re: /HUGS
*HUG* Thank you *A* You're all so kind...

I. I guess I just need to go on a shopping spree or something. I don't know. Make me feel good about myself *sigh*
all it takes is eye contact or a smile (:: 狗-DOGS- ★ 「where I find comfort」[info]silhouette_68 on May 26th, 2009 02:55 am (UTC)
oh, come on. don't force yourself to be what you're not. you may not be what someone wants you to be, but as long as you're satisfied/content with yourself, then nothing else matters.

the first person you always have to please is yourself before you can actually please others.

love yourself and smile. :D

pfff XS? don't be anorexic.
Seven for a secret that can never be told: City lights through my umbrella[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 03:30 am (UTC)
T-thank you *_____* You're all so nice asdfjkl; I will. I just. Asdfjkl;all my friends are chopsticks/small so yeah >.> *luffs self*

Haha I won't XD""
寒さ: OP//chopper CAPSLOCK ♥[info]samusa on May 26th, 2009 06:32 am (UTC)
SDF JHFKSD NOOOO! >O *HUGGGGGGGS* stupid world, making you think such things ò.ó
I'm far, faaar away from size XS so whut? I know how you feel actually, but don't let it get you down!
You're not ugly, fffff. No one is perfect :D
Seven for a secret that can never be told: I'm not scared[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 06:28 pm (UTC)
*HUGGG* Thank you ♥ Asdfjkl;now I feel bad for ranting.
寒さ: OP//nakama T3T[info]samusa on May 26th, 2009 08:13 pm (UTC)
nooo, don't feel bad ♥
Seven for a secret that can never be told: Real ladies use fans[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 10:08 pm (UTC)
O-okay &hearts
✿ドルク ✿: [asia] smile[info]salzraender on May 26th, 2009 07:08 am (UTC)
People don't have to wear XS to be cute! Don't listen to her. *hug hug hug*
Seven for a secret that can never be told: It's the sunny smile you love[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 06:28 pm (UTC)
*HUG HUG HUG CLING* ♥
✿ドルク ✿[info]salzraender on May 26th, 2009 06:32 pm (UTC)
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
♫ keep dreaming. keep breathing.: [hikago] sai hikaru glomp[info]amorphic on May 26th, 2009 09:56 am (UTC)
Aww, Elle, don't listen to your mum, I'm sure you're gorgeous! And you can wear whatever you want cos you'll have the confidence to pull it off =) /glomps ♥
Seven for a secret that can never be told: a thousand freedoms[info]p_sky on May 26th, 2009 06:29 pm (UTC)
Thanks Cindy *A* *GLOMP*
Fatty mcbaldenwheezy phd: Of the fifth therein lies the heart.[info]anemoneoflight on May 27th, 2009 02:41 am (UTC)
Oh dear, what dreadful things to be told, and by your mother of all people! But you know, without the two of us having even seen each other yet I already know you're astoundingly beautiful. I know I'm spouting out cliché like they're going out of style but it's the heart that really matters. Just because you're not in the norm or look a bit different from your friends doesn't make you any less pretty. Why, I bet you have nice long legs and what with being tall you don't have to worry about always wearing heels and all that. Trust me Elle, you're beautiful. ♥ Don't sweat the small stuff too much and compare yourself to other people; it'll only make you feel worse. Instead drown out the negativity and take the time to note the things about yourself you do like and work from there! No need to let someone's else's faulty perception of beauty bring you down. /hugs tight
Seven for a secret that can never be told: Bursting with hearts[info]p_sky on May 27th, 2009 03:49 am (UTC)
Thank you thank you ♥

Asdfjkl;that's a rathering flattering description of me that's not really true XDD" But thank you Nancy! And if I'm going by your logic, you're totally radiant and incomparably beautiful with nice tracts of land to boot amirite? *shot*.

*HUG* We really should meet up some time. Totally XD
 
 

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